Acclaimed singer Hazama returns with a deeply emotive new single, “Aku Bukan Narsisis”, composed and produced by renowned music maestro Farouk Roman, with lyrics co-written by Hazama and Zel Hadauan.
This stirring ballad serves as the official theme song for the drama adaptation of Rissa Ahdiya’s bestselling novel "Dia Bukan Syurga", which premiered on May 19 at Astro Ria’s MegaDrama slot.
“Aku Bukan Narsisis” captures the emotional conflict of the character Tajul - a man caught in the chaos of love, insecurity, and psychological turmoil.
Frequently perceived as a narcissist or emotionally manipulative partner, Tajul’s behavior is, in fact, rooted in deep-seated fears of abandonment, inadequacy, and a distorted pursuit of perfection in love.
“You are the sun that warms, you are the shadow that cools. You are also an enemy, you are also a lover,” the lyrics reveal, echoing the complexity of Tajul’s emotional landscape.
In the drama "Dia Bukan Syurga", Nuha (played by Ezzanie Jasny) navigates the emotional strain of her marriage to Tajul (played by Niezam Zaidi) - a man whose love is passionate but destructive, plagued by jealousy and volatility.
The song mirrors Tajul’s struggle as both a loving and damaging partner, giving listeners insight into the duality of toxic relationships and the consequences of emotional immaturity.
Driven by Hazama’s haunting vocals and a powerful arrangement, “Aku Bukan Narsisis” brings Tajul’s psychological conflict to life, adding emotional depth to the drama’s narrative.
The track amplifies the theme of "Dia Bukan Syurga", which explores not only romantic tension but also the darker realities of emotional manipulation, psychological abuse, and trauma in the aftermath of a toxic relationship.
Directed by Rashid Sibir and produced by Radius One Sdn. Bhd., the drama stars Ezzanie Jasny, Niezam Zaidi, and Nazim Othman. It offers more than a typical love story — it serves as a mirror to the hidden cracks in seemingly happy marriages and invites viewers to reflect on the true meaning of love, control, and healing.
“Aku Bukan Narsisis” is now available on all digital streaming platforms. "Dia Bukan Syurga" premiered on May 19, airing every Monday to Thursday at
10PM on Astro Ria (Channel 104) and Astro On Demand, across 32 episodes.
CREDITS
Title: Aku Bukan Narsisis
Artist: Hazama
Composer & Producer: Farouk Roman
Lyricists: Hazama & Zel Hadauan
Publisher: Nova Music
Drama Release Date: 19 May 2025
Channel: Astro Ria - MegaDrama slot
Novel Adaptation: Dia Bukan Syurga by Riss
