Hsu Hu-chin was separated from his Singaporean mother when he was a child. - COURTESY OF HSU HU-CHIN
SINGAPORE: Hsu Hu-chin does not remember much about his biological mother, after having been separated from her when he was just a child.
Growing up in Taiwan in the 1980s, the digital marketer did not think much about her. His father and paternal grandparents did not speak of her as well.
“I was always playing with my friends or doing activities by myself,” said Hsu, adding that he did not have a good relationship with his father, stepmother and step-siblings.
But he found out more about her from his paternal aunt in Japan in 2015, which sparked in him a curiosity about his birth mother. It led to a years-long search that eventually led him to contact The Straits Times with the help of his wife, Hung Sih-yun.
“If my mother still worries about me, I just want to tell her that I’ve been living well,” Hsu, now 42, told ST in a video interview on Dec 6.
“She would be 60 or 70 now – if she’s still alive, I would want her to not have any regrets before she passes.”
Hsu hopes he can get more leads about her through telling his story, after running into dead ends previously.
“I will go to Singapore to see my mother, and will ask her how she spent those years after she left,” he said.
“Did she miss me or not? I will tell her everything that happened during these years.”
What little Hsu now knows of his mother was pieced together from bits of information he had learnt from his aunt, as well as photos that he found among his late father’s belongings.
According to Hsu, his mother, whose Mandarin name can be transliterated as Wang Wen Lian, was once a stewardess with Singapore Airlines (SIA).
Photos provided to ST show Wang in SIA’s iconic sarong kebaya. Text on the back of one of the photos indicates it was taken in Washington DC around May 1980.
He wrote to the airline when he first found the photos in 2018, but said it declined to release personal information of its former employees.
When ST contacted SIA for comment, the airline maintained its stance, citing the Personal Data Protection Act.
The PDPA protects consumers’ personal data from being collected, used and shared without their consent. Organisations may do so only if required by law, or allowed under the PDPA, or to precisely verify an individual’s identity “to a high degree of fidelity”.
In another photo provided to ST, Wang is seen in a red-and-black sleeveless cheongsam, embracing Hsu’s father, who is sporting a grey suit.
According to Hsu’s aunt, Wang had met Hsu’s father on a flight in the 1970s while travelling to the Geneva International Exhibition of Inventions in Switzerland.
Hsu is unclear about details of his parents’ courtship period, but he knows that his mother became pregnant while they were on their honeymoon trip. His mother then moved to Taiwan, and gave birth to Hsu in 1981.
At the time, Hsu’s late father, Hsu Yun-Tong, had started a company selling his inventions, which included an auto door hinge and a gear shift lock.
However, his business did not take off, and he had to serve a three-year jail term after falling behind on his payment to creditors, said Hsu.
According to the younger Hsu’s aunt, while his father was in jail, friction began to develop between Wang and her in-laws, who lived together with her at the time. It culminated in a major disagreement, leading Wang to move back to Singapore.
Hsu’s father knew about this only after he was released from jail. He tried to contact Wang to ask her to move back to Taiwan, but could not locate her. The divorce then became official after a judicial ruling was passed.
While Wang was in Singapore, she had written many letters to Hsu, which he never received. He found this out from his aunt, who revealed his grandparents had thrown away the letters, and had reportedly tried to restrict Wang’s entry into Taiwan when she first moved there.
The only letter that Hsu had was passed to him by his stepmother sometime in 1995, for reasons she did not disclose.
He could not understand the letter at the time, and only learnt via a translator that his birth mother had described how much she loved him in the letter, and that she had also included her Singapore address. He told ST that he was too young to understand the weight of the subject at the time, and did not think much about it.
The letter was eventually lost, as his family had moved several times when his father was trying to avoid creditors.
He never got more details from his grandparents, as they died more than 20 years ago, and did not stay in contact with his stepmother and stepsiblings, as they are not close.
In 2016, Hsu’s father suffered a stroke, and he died in 2018. While sorting through his father’s belongings following his death, Hsu discovered his mother’s photos, leading to his first search. But he gave up after failing to find any leads from SIA and social media.
Earlier in 2023, Hsu saw the photos of Wang again while moving house with Hung. Encouraged by his wife, he decided to try locating his mother again.
“My aunt used to say that my eyes looked like my mother’s, and I felt the same when I saw the photo,” Hsu told ST.
“I wonder how she is doing, or if she is a teacher or something.”
He said: “If she’s still alive, I’d like to tell her not to worry and live out the rest of her years well.” - The Straits Times/ANN
